Ok So...

So the grass is always greener somewhere else.
Lot's of blond in Germany but I look like a fucken ghost. I don't think about it a lot but I look like a fucken ghost. Fact.

I'm off of work for a while so I have too much time on my hands I know.

It doesn't bother me when people say about the "gay sideburns" because I am not gay and they are not sideburns. They are my "feelers" haha and are part of my mohawk hair. I like my feelers. But I think maybe I will dye my hair a dark color for 2012. They say the world will expire in 2012 anyway but what the hell.

At the times I have a compliment about my eyes or the color of my hair they always add that it is "icy".
I don't know if being an icy person is good. I don't think icy is friendly, you know? You wouldn't kiss ice.

I have too much time on my hands.

Maybe I shouldn't stick the mohawk up and just sweep it back or side and stop looking at my ghost and get my fucken palette. St Nick brought me some new Kolinsky red sables because I am a good boy. (Actually St Nick hates me and I bought them myself.)
I think I'll go take a couple drags then maybe take some of the vellums and put them on the board and see if it clicks.

Last time I climbed out of the balcony for a smoke my neighbor thought I was trying to kill myself by jumping out the window. What the hell?

~S

Edit: It's not bad cold out but it's pretty damn cold out. I'm freezing my ass off.